two nights ago i had a dream that andy & i were together somewhere. after awhile i turned to him and said, "we haven't even had a chance to hug yet." he then reached out his arms and wrapped me up in one of his fabulous hugs. {i'm completely biased.} even while sleeping, i literally felt the warmth of that hug and the way his body enveloped mine. i felt the act of closing my eyes and snuggling into the area right below his chin, where he always says i fit perfectly. i remember nothing of the dream after that; it was as if my mind & physical body went blank out of pure bliss. it was an act that was once so regular and now seems so foreign...yet i love that my subconscious still remembers exactly how it feels.
i had forgotten about the dream when i woke up yesterday, but remembered it while on the bike at the gym. suddenly i felt like his arms were around me...i could feel that embrace all over again. right there in the middle of the gym.
i haven't heard anything from him the last few days...one of those agonizing periods of radio silence.
i think that hug was a gift.
from our early days of hugging.
we look like babies! and look at that turbo R.O.T.C. haircut!
1 comment:
oh my gosh andy hugs are the best!
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